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Name: Lauren Ashley
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Birthday: 4/27/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: <3. God, singing, playing volleyball, listening to music, shopping, having the best time w/ my friends, hollister, H&M, dashboard confessional, all american rejects, hot hot heat, twelve.o.one, ect, local band concerts and regular, photography, making random videos w/ friends, beach, flip flops, and of course GUYS :-D, elle, my crew, football games, 5th quarter(british security guards), etc.
Expertise: Volleyball <3.
Message: message me
AIM:  ex oh pearls
AIM:  ellexaye
Member Since:
8/3/2005
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| Wow. this has been forever!! 
Life has changed so much.
i've went from guy to guy.
as well as they went from me to another girl.
ive made some mistakes.
but i can only learn from them.
ive had friends come and go.
but that just shows me who my true friends are.
ive dealt with health problems and many other problems.
but who hasn't dealt with their own problems. health or non health related.
ive finally finished my high school career.
class of 07! yeah baby!
I want to find true love.
but every time i come close to it. i push myself away
I'd have to say im afraid of commitment.
I try to be the best friend that a person could have.
but its hard to know when to say something and what to or what not to say.
I've realized that i can't stand when people dont like me. but ive come to the conclusion that there will always be one person who doesnt like you. and that's their problem not mine.
I try my hardest not to judge people, but it still is hard when i'm only human.
I haven't been the daughter i should be. the sister, the aunt, the friend, etc.
I try to be real but ive learned its difficult. i try to please people and i never realized that until recently.
I lie to the people i love thinking that im protecting them and protecting my relationship with them. but in actuality im just going to lose their trust and the trust of others.
I say im going to fix myself and do something about my life. but i never do.
I say i really dislike those who think they are better then others and look down upon others..
but i've found out that im one of those who i dislike so much.
Ive become in actuality the person that ive tried so hard not to become.
I've done things that i regret but ive come to the conclusion that i shouldn't regret anything. just think of them as mistakes that i can learn from and not make again.
I just want to find the real me.
I thought i knew who i was but im not the person i thought i was.
As much as i'm not happy with the things ive done or said ..ive come to the conclusion that all i can do is try to fix those things and live life as everyday a new day to start over. <3.
I love you all
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| Ex Ohh Ex©
  
when life brings you down
just know that I'm always here
to bring you back up again
 
Major Flirt ©
  
Remember when:
Getting high, meant swinging in the playground.
The worst thing you can get from boys were cooties.
Ur worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were who ran the fastest.
War was just a card game.
The only drug you knew of was cough medicine.
& wearing skirts didn't mean you were a slut.
The only things you smoked was the tires on your bike.
The only thing that hurt were skinned knees. & the only things that can be broken were your toys?
Life was so simple & carefree.
But what i remember the most was wanting to grow up.
  
people are going to
hate you, love you,
love to hate you, &
hate to love you,
but the ones that
mean the most ...
will always be there
  
Whoever said sunshine was happiness
has never gone dancing
in the rain
  
me w i t h o u t you is like
a shoe w i t h o u t laces
a nerd w i t h o u t braces
asentencewithoutspaces
 
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